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actually need bkdk to get into counseling where they’re advised to impersonate each other
Deku: ‘I’m kacchan and I’m so perfect and amazing and more blinding than the sun and—‘
Counselor: you’re supposed to act out things that you don’t like…
Deku:
Katsuki: well ‘I’m Izuku and I know everything about everything, about heroes, about kacchan. kacchan kacchan kacchan!’
Counselor: again… it’s supposed to be things you don’t like…
Katsuki: *lunges across the room*
#deku’s self-sacrificial tendencies are getting called out for sure but katsuki knows the rush of seeing deku’s insanity#and how it pushed himself further too.#always mimicking each other…#deku COULD delve into the ‘you’re so mean sometimes’ but katsuki’s softened over the years and the agressivness is such a core aspect#and it kinda thrills him too WHO SAID THAT#(it’s normal to react to someone screaming at you with ︎HEART EYES)#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#:’)#ktdk
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🎉 Happy New Year 🎉
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🎊 2025 🥳
#splatoon#splatoon 2#octo expansion#commander tartar#Agent 8#sanitized octolings#my art :o]#🥳 Happy New Year 🥳#fun fact: the voices you hear when the blender gets assembled is actually a countdown & Happy New Year message in reverse 🎉#that's the inspiriation for this image#feel free to dissect the details & interpret this art piece however you like#well this turned out very rushed... I am not that thrilled about the end result but oh well#it is what it is#this month has been extremely exhausting so I sure as hell am not gonna be too hard on myself for not perfecting this#2025 here we come 🥳 I am actually quite excited for the new year!#I hope everyone will have a wonderful New Year's Eve
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hearthian party !! [animatic]
for @cobaltbluesu (ty for making me invested in dancing tc)
thanks also to nef and doom for hyping this wip up
i'm sticking to videos with less than 20 seconds now lol
#outer wilds#outer wilds fanart#carolkinopf#feldspar outer wilds#slate outer wilds#mica outer wilds#thrill chasers#i'm not tagging all hearthians#theres too many#you can really tell which parts i rushed and that were just fillers#still i hope you enjoy this silly little video#bybye now
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I did get my A.
I felt like this about as soon as the "sehr gut" left my teacher’s mouth. I suppose this is as close as I will get to PANTOCRATOR
It's funny (not for them tho-) to think both Fei and Saru were passively rejecting each other
#long time no see cs saru. god you seriously look awful in skinny. but thats how ya feelin too after all#drawing him skinny is so jumpscare-ish 2 me now that i know how to draw my sarus how i think they should be#gotta do it 4 the plot. after all this also helps convey where hes at in life#i missed letting the gremlin out sm thank ya for granting me the opportunity laz#msi song witness starts playing and youre no fun anymore mark trezona right after that#This image is the epitome of suck my dick to me. i was bound to draw it at some point#hmmm sometimes the realization that i am that bad hits#my drawings#kain kritzelt#saru#this is a game sc redraw btw#uhhh about talking look actually i get that#do you know how often talking abt my stuff feels like tiptoeing on ice and that making it all the more fun#for the thrill of the rush#i love talkin bout it too#pppfffff i always attributed bullshitter charme to things that made saru succeed as a villain but seriously#he looks like a wet rat here#and what he is esp during cs#quite tragique really
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Im so sad we are already near the end of Frist Watch of Night😭 the time really flew by!!
Ahh thanks Anon!! I can't believe it tbh - I just checked and it's at 235k so only 40k and three chapters left (and the last chapter is 20k and a sort of wrap-up chapter, so really the climax of the main action is nearly here).
I've never had an experience like this in fandom—usually i post fully finished works, plus of course I've never written anything even close to the length of this one. I wasn't anticipating having readers follow the fic along with me, and that's been one of the most fun and complimentary feelings ever. I have loved every moment of getting their thoughts and getting to share their feelings on each new development. Am also blown away by their intuition and generosity as readers.
It's also been nerve-wracking, which I wasn't expecting. There's definitely a sense in which I want to honour the trust they've given me, while also worrying that I'll disappoint them—this isn't something I've ever been concerned about before, as usually I feel like my writing isn't going to be for everyone and if people don't like it that's just one of those things. But with this, people have committed to a long and extended reading experience, and I don't want to have wasted their time. So that was unexpected and humbling, but also very interesting - it's been good for me to have to trust myself and just put the work out there.
All in all, I thought i would be uncomplicatedly happy and relieved to be finished and posting, but actually (like the writing of the fic itself) it's been an excellent learning process as well as a deeply joyful and self-indulgent treat for me. I'll never forget it!
It's here on AO3, btw
#thank you most sincerely to anyone who has read any of it#i still get a thrill at getting to be a creator for a fandom i've loved for over half my life#i wonder will that rush ever dissipate for me#also posting in stages has brought to the fore one of the things i've always loved the most#which is getting to chat fic with new people#i just have to unirishly embrace the fact that it's MY fic we're talking about#and suppress my urge to say 'ah no shur don't be bothering with my stuff'#i hope the people who have been enjoying the fic so far like the ending#i myself am v happy with it#drarry#tacky's fth#first watch#rowing and chatting#oh yes also working with my friends on this#the beta/alpha/cheering i have received#incredible stuff
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i would DIE for a snippet xx
hii okay i had a little search to try and find some snippetable bits from chapter one n. tucked them under the cut mwah : ^ )
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#pleek be gentle...im a bit nervous about sharing and this is all. only the first draft i plan to do another final draft of the whole thing#when its done...but yah : ^ ) llanyglyn currently my placeholder fictional welsh town name liable to be replaced if i think of something#better. the trouble is a lot of the names i invented ended up being like one letter off just. a welsh town that already exists so. taking#suggestions in that department from the welsh among you xx the badge bit is also the most thrilling think that has ever happened to s btw.#he wants to put it in his mouth he might even do so later when hes home alone. yeah#my fic#pride au#anon#telegram#r/s#oh also chapter one title no thugs in our house chapter two title a rush and a push (and the land is ours). isnt that fun
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If I may, how do you typically approach choosing colors in your art? It always has just a lovely feel to it, so I was a bit curious; don't feel pressured to answer ofc :]
I’ve been using a lot of gradient maps lately, they work by switching the greys in your piece with a corresponding colour according to its value. Basically, I colour in black and white, grab a gradient map, and then I adjust the colours by hand until I’m happy with it. This isn’t the only kind of colouring I do, but it works great if you’re in a rush or you’re struggling to find a good starting point for your colours. I’ve been operating under a time crunch for these Sketchbook Week drawings and the Plenism promo stuff I made, so for all except one I used gradient maps. I’m actually in a bit of a funk with my colours right now soooo I’ll come back and do a proper colouring tutorial for my style once I’m happier with how my non gradient mapped colours are looking !
#after sketchbook weeks over I wanna sit and do some colour studies to find palettes I’m more happy with#even these gradient map ones I’m not thrilled with#they’re fine! but I could do better#in terms of other tricks I use I’ll often adjust the hues and saturations if the whole piece to give things more unity if I’m struggling#and/or add a new layer on top of everything and fill it with one base colour#and play around with different layer settings and opacities on top#I’ve found a luminosity layer on a low 5-10% setting is quite nice#basicslly I fuck around and find out#and if I’m in a rush I use a gradient map#they’re not neccesarily a quick fix! if you’re like me you’ll still want to do some tweaking after it’s been applied#and you need to pay attention to your values when you’re colouring in black and white#but that’s another good thing about gradient maps - they force you to focus on value over hue which is an important skill to build#so yeah I’ll come back to this and make an actual colouring tutorial once I feel like I have actual good advice to give#cause rn I’m just very meh in my colouring and I don’t think I have anything very helpful to add#need to find some tutorials myself first !#ty for the ask!#ask#art#my art#bpcol-reblogs#textpost#blethering#for this piece the adjustments were minimal in comparison to what I usually do btw#because I was rushinggggg lol#I did more for my Plenism posters n such#but I can’t really show good comparisons because I. didn’t save them like that#I usually smush all my layers together when I’m drawing sooo yeah makes it hard to go back my bad whoops#but I saved as I was going whilst drawing this so I could provide examples yipee!#if I’d been smarter and remembered more I could’ve had more process screenshots butttt oh well lmao
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Man it really does get tiresome how much our society is built around the expectations of early birds
Like I'm not claiming to be an oprressed minority or anything but damn
The way it's always framed as "I know some of us like to sleep in but they'll just have to make the effort!"
I don't LIKE sleeping in, I'm fucking useless when I don't!
It aggravates every single one of my health issues from circulation to digestion to migraines.
It's not a willpower problem, my body will not adjust no matter how many days in a row I force it to wake up at a "reasonable" hour, it just builds until I crash and burn.
Just let me do the evening shifts that no one else wants. I don't understand why people want to flip flop between those and mornings anyway
#Sorry my team had a meeting yesterday to plan for the Christmas rush and I'm still annoyed at the “microaggressions” I was getting#Literally told them BEFORE I started I didn't want morning shifts cuz I'm not a morning person#Even gave that as my “greatest weakness” when they asked#And they didn't mind bc I said I'd work evenings and weekends instead#They were thrilled even#And now it's “we will all have to pitch in!”#Like okay let me pitch in with what I'm good at#You're just gonna get fed up when I get weak during my morning shift and I have to slip out to sit down or puke#I literally told her about that happening at my previous retail job
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I got overly ambitious with this one. But it’s here now! A day late!
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I think now is a perfect time to introduce my TFsona, Lovelink! A decepticon communications expert who is a little bad at communicating, herself. She was sent to go deliver messages to Megatron from Longarm until the events of the show. She turns into a Honda jet. And is a really big fan of Shockwave!
Drawing challenge under cut:
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#Shes decorating him 😃#my drawings#december art challenge#tfa#transformers animated#TFA Shockwave#TFA Lovelink#TFA oc#TFsona#he’s thrilled#lol#I didn’t get over him#for my long time followers#Pls stop mistaking Ves for my s/i#she’s not 😂#also I’m not a self shipper#this was rushed#s/i#self insert#self insert oc
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Get away from the walls.
( @quibble-auk I tried, PLEASE let me know how out of character this is for Sunrazor. Or in character if I'm feeling chipper. Maybe this isn't too rushed feeling, I hope you enjoy it. TW. Gore, Sunrazor, Comet Eater.) (Not beta read)(Also, if you happen to be reading this, the scary lady belongs to quibble as tagged above!!! GO LOOK her arts and writing is the cool!!)
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She shouldn't have had to come along. As Sunrazor meandered she hardly held her jaw clicked shut. This wasn't a mess she needed to have her hands in, yet she traversed the broken mine carrying two engineers in tow. Because there had been an extra bot a cycle ago. As the group shuffled past old dead equipment and rotten shells, they kept their red shiny optics open for their runaway. Curlshaft had disappeared off one of the sights marked off from redistribution and overall digestion of equipment, Sunrazor couldn't care less about the scrawny rustbucket bot. But, his disappearance could lead to worse things than just a death. “What if it was a defection? An autobot siege upon the already low moral in the engineers..” It had been whispered through the subservient tumbled maws of her higher ups.
Curlshaft, though not high in rank nor in firepower, held high intelligence and a genuine sway among the “recruited” engineers.
Such as the two bots now trailing Sunrazor.
“Commander, we.. we passed our toe hook!”
Sunrazor was moments from counting this hash of a mission as a loss. She clenched her teeth and forced one sharp breath before whipping to glower at the small ratty mech who had piped up. Jawsnap flinched under the intensity of his superior’s gaze and lights. Said high beams had almost been comforting going through the twisted slick of a mineshaft, now it seared and burned. “What?” Grounding out past her shadow of a face, Jaw almost choked. “O-our toe! It's ughm what we used a landmark ughm for when we- go lower into the shaft..where ugh..” Patience thinning and already on the edge of just stomping the pitiful mech into goo, Sunrazor allowed a harsh snarl of her engine. It effectively shut her guide up, making his partner flinch lower than a dying scraplet. “What Jaw means Commander, is that the cavern seems to have,” he breathed deeply, his friend nodding hard enough to dislodge his helm, if Sunrazor didn't do it first. “Shifted due to the destabilization of cybertrons mid layer-” Garble and more nonsense Sun had no interest in. This ramble when he finished only explained the very obvious. She and the two baggage claims were lost in a crumbling tunnel. Trying to find a corpse. Which she had already spent far too much time doing to begin with. Sunrazor felt her cannon heat as the frustration began to bubble and split her processor. She was coated in dust, one of her lights were cracked, and stuck with two soft armored brainiacs that have no sense of direction. In a tunnel three sizes too small for her.
Another growl escaped her, she couldn't help but wonder if she could say the engineers fell down a pit. In pieces. As if trying to save the situation, the silver bot who distinctly lacked a stutter suggested, “We could turn back, it mustn't be too far.” The mech nodded back squinting in the lights adorning Sunrazor like a bird of paradise’s plumage. Said bird forced a hard vent, staring out into the dark of the cave. Engine already hot and her need to just gut the two mechs leaching into any orders she received. With a sharp snarl she turned to see two bright lights hanging over Jawsnap. Helm turned and her light illuminating the other side of the passage, she turned her frame to catch his helm being crushed in a mass of teeth and flesh.
Battle programming activation took only moments. It slowed the descent of the rather cybertronian face from the dark, it highlighted the split of said face stretching and widening its jaw. Like a flower blooming, thousands of teeth emerged. By the time her lights snapped and her battle programming gained a foothold, that mess of teeth and spilt energon was dragging a limp engineer up the cave wall. She managed a shot missing completely. “Get away from the walls!” She shoved herself back towards the middle of the room snatching a now shellshocked mech with her. SunRazor’s processor whirled and snarled, calculating the angle in which the thing had dragged itself up into the pitch black. Her lights slithered up along the ceiling catching nothing. If what the engineers said was true, she couldn’t just shoot or this section of the mine may come down on them.
The sound of ripping metal and half awake screams tore through the air, the cave warping the noises of agony into a chorus. She squinted hard trying to keep the screams from distracting her sensors. Then the cries of a caught newspark grew to be duetted by the sounds of eating. Her tanks roiled in the realization. In the tight space she could only move so much, getting away and at a safe distance was impossible. Sunrazor had learned before that you don’t fight in too close of combat with what was slurping and ripping out the insides of her charge.
A bright blue illuminated above the trio as a rain of energon dropped down above them. The life blood getting in her optics and coating her lights. She caught a glimpse of the grotesque face and the spark, still alive and beating, slipping down its wet throat. Sunrazor fired. Jawsnap screamed loud and hard as the rocks began to slip and crack, and his friend’s mangled corpse dropped with a wet thud. Along with the mangled energon covered monster. It stood only for a moment, its long organic legs bowed in a crouch and its serene face painted in gore. Its wet eyes narrowed in a glare at Sunrazor, recognition clear. Sunrazor only smiled, winked, and blew its side open. It was up in the metaphorical rafters in moments but from the rain of its familiar yellow blood she knew she had hit home. Jackjaw stood frozen staring at the corpse of his friend, and then screamed again. His guardian snarled in distaste, realizing she didn't have time to get reacquainted with her old friend. “Move.” Jack jaw only choked on a sob, dribbles of energon dripping from his mouth as he purged his tanks. Sunrazor had no time for such grief. She threw him down the length of the cave with a yell, plating flaring. “I SAID MOVE.” Sunrazor let out a couple warning shots in the direction of the yellow pool as the cave began to heave. As if wanting nothing more than to puke them out from causing its innards so much pain.
Her lights painted the cave in a sickly pink as she tore back up the shaft. Exhilaration warmed her as she kept up with the creature in the dark, laughing when it got a good strike on her face. She returned it by slamming the amalgamation into the craggy cave wall. It quickly stuck its clawed hand into a deep pocket of her armour, her arm spasmed as it wiggled out from under her. She caught the fear however. “Frightened little one?!” She roared, firing after its blood trail, “Good, I can smell it!” A snap made her roar as one of her lights was ripped from its sockets. A whisper gentle as a breeze flashes along her audials. It was a heaved breath of rage. Another hot plunge of her battle computer had her ramming her back into the wall. She missed. A claw caught her left optic. A flash of the smell she associated with her prey. Then it was gone again. Sunrazor screamed in rage at the agony in her senses. The agony snitched itself to an unbridled snap of satisfaction.
She could see she had almost made it to the main tunnel, a quick scan saw the engineer was gone. Good. She stopped venting a blast of steam. Her inner workings blazing in the thrill of a challenge. “Little thing,” her voice purred over the echo of the cave, her optics chasing the drops of its life. “You’re not shy now are you?” A hiss, a shot. Sun razor smiled softly at the thunk and harsh scream. She turned her helm to the sound, bright optics shining demonically past the machinery. “You need practice, you’re too loud.” She waltzed toward the heap that breathed cloying breaths, “Didn’t those autobots teach you anything?” She crouched easily over the thing, face plate cruel as it was thoughtful. The thing made the valiant effort to snarl, she snatched up his neck before he could finish. Gasping and whimpering it clawed weakly at her large hand, meanwhile Sunrazor studied its face. It was young obviously, young and so full of potential. She had caught those traits when she had her first encounter, and her second. Her frame burned with reminders of all the wounds this creature had inflicted, and in such a short time. “You're a wily little thing, sad you're being wasted.” She murmured this mostly to herself, her fingers moving to cradle the thing’s face. It stiffened as she turned its head back and forth, almost gentle. She slowly contemplated how it would be to have this creature as a dog. It would be quite the project. Sunrazor lifted it by its soft young face plate, it howled in pain at the motion. “What do you think about that? I could teach you how to keep this from happening.”
It stared at her swathed in fear. “Since your masters back home sent you here, I assume they thought you were strong enough to do what was needed, hm?” She leaned close to the creature as it whimpered. “Or maybe, little one, they decided you were too much trouble and named me to put you down.” It winced. Sunrazor smiled gently, perfect. “What if I told you, I could make you strong enough to never be pinned again?” She saw it, the flash of thought. The crack. The pain. The doubt. Sunrazor smirked at the mind killer. “Now- AGH-!” Pain exploded in her already hurt optic as the thing had the gall to swipe at her. She squeezed, her once gentle fingers bruising and cutting flesh. “Fine,” She reared back to slam its helm into the rock, a good way to neutralize such a rodent. It responded by snapping her own helm back with, a wing? The extra appendage blinded her already limping optics. In seconds claws found her face, and raked. She screamed as energon poured down her front. Unable to see or stabilize herself she felt it run. Sunrazor slammed a fist in a vain attempt to catch the now winged beast, but she met only rock. Wind from the thing’s escape bathed her face, and then it was gone. She stood quickly and listened intently. Turning slowly, before slamming her other fist into the rock.
She had let it get away again.
#concepts#writing#Maybe I got her close#you mentioned once she was in the realm of Jokery#so emotional manipulation#and that she might make an offer so I went with that.#The ending of this feels sorta rushed#the pacing will always feel weird.#I feel like she gets a thrill from a challenge#and Comet is just..#there to be her thrill#I really hope you like this.#Sunrazor isn't mine!#its the nice lady I tagged she made her#:D
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'I thought it would be fun.' Fun? It was an odd word to use, but it wasn't about theft, was it? It was about playing a game, fooling people. She was a serial liar who loved a long con, loved taking risks. A charming sociopath.
Kate Atkinson, from Death at the Sign of the Rook
#smooth criminal#sociopath#charming#compulsive liar#dangerous#characterization#criminal#thief#thrill of the rush#thrills#risk taker#reckless#fun#quotes#lit#words#excerpts#quote#literature#kate atkinson#death at the sign of the rook
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is there a lute good luck babe edit out there? there must be. there should be.
#hazbin hotel lute#adrenaline rushed lute and vaggie fucking after exterminations or heavy training#bloody and bruised. rough and rushed stuff. that lute will always always say was a thrill of the moment thing#and im not of the opinion vaggie ever loved her but i do think itd eventually bother her how keen lute was in never talking abt it#it is not only Nothing. lute says it doesnt even Count as Sex#and obviously being Crazy Homophobic#lute x vaggie#vaggie x lute#hazbin hotel
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Aro Sandra Lynn.
That's all
#I'd explain but I can't quite put it into words#But like... Aro Sandra Lynn#Sandra Lynn who doesn't connect with her romantic partners#She likes being in a relationship enough#But nothing compares to the thrill of sneaking around in an affair#The rush that she's always searching for#One she can't quite get from staying in a romantic relationship#Idk I'm normal about her#dimension 20#fantasy high#sandra lynn faeth
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Killed a faceless in iwatex and remembered why I love this game
#the rush of victory at your unexpected win#the thrill of i killed it! i killed something undefeatable and horrifying#immediately followed by looking down and being filled with guilt over the death and destruction#not because this time you couldnt stop it#but because this time you /caused/ it#its your fault#there is no stopping the destruction wrought by the faceless. not even death.#the last time i got haunted by a card like this was the pink candy card in my first run#||#fall speaks#iwatex#i was a teenage exocolonist#exocolonist
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Savrin de Riva, spellblade crow and certified Short King
#im obssesed with him already#it only took me 2 hours to make it through character creation lmao#hes all scarred up bc theres forever a 13 year old edgy kid in my brain lmaaoo#but also like....hes a crow#crow trainings fuckin rouuugh#i imagine he got rekt and ragdolled a lot#squishy hotheaded mage be squishy#hes like as tall as Bellara maaaybe a smidge shorter#i love himb#ive been having a lot of fun with orb and dagger#the combat isnt what i expected from a dragon age game but it is what i expected from veilguard you know?#its fun and snappy#just very different feeling coming off origins#and the writing feels a bit....stilted?#like it feels like they want to rush me to the next bit of action/combat rather than letting me explore#but well see#dragon age#datv#da:tv#rook#veilguard#dragon age rook#dragon age: the veilguard#i was so stinkin thrilled with the tattoo options#so hes got the simplified mythaal vallaslin branches under the eyes#and then the dread wolf tattoo sleeve#bc i imagine him growing up on stories of the dread wolf#and just having such a connection to him as a god of trickery#i havent fleshed it out yet but something about being an elven mage and the way he learned his magic
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